I just realized that I really only see my friends 3 times a week since Thursdays and Fridays are clinical, I only see them Monday to Wednesday. And since classes were canceled for tomorrow I would not be seeing anyone for a good five days. This would really suck if I was in any mood to care. But as of lately I've lost my drive to complete most tasks. Even eating seems like a hassle when you don't really like what you're eating. I recently learned how to use my rice cooker to make rice and I've been eating that for a couple of days. I wonder If she ever stops to think about me, when every word, every picture, every smile reminds me of her. This can also just be the side effects of taking my medication. Since it tampers with my hormones in a way I tend to be more moody around these times. However, if I do not take my meds I'd be stuck with insomnia, which is associated with my low platelet count =/. What a win win situation I live in.
Currently listening to: Cute Is What We Aim For - Curse of Curves
down to earth~
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