First day of the year~

It was Jan 1 but it didn't feel like a new beginning to me. Maybe it was because I missed her. Whatever it was it didn't matter. I had completely forgotten about the new year until I had seen the numbers 2010 on my cousins birthday cake. The days all just blur together now not letting me differentiate between what I had done and what I need to do. I have one day left in Toronto before I leave again yet I feel as if I wish for tomorrow to come sooner. However, even with the unfinished business my caged wings are crying out for attention. The grass is always greener on the other side and whenever I'm in London I'll be thinking about her. The heart wants what it can't have I guess. This blog probably does not make much sense because even I am trying to find meaning in all this confusion. A good nights sleep should solve all of this. Peace out home dawg'ers.