The other day I encountered a rude awakening. I had done something to a friend I didn't think was anything special, but it was quickly interpreted the other way. She was my best friend and did not see anything of it, but her boyfriend had a few choice words for me. I do not wish to repeat his exact words for they are relatively violent and vulgar, but it may have included a few F-bombs. I understand how he feels since it was all very unintentional and had no ill intent. However, I took something from this experience for it hit me pretty hard. I had been thinking... maybe there was something wrong with me. Maybe I need to change.
I deactivated my FB account in accordance to starting anew. Now all I needed was a plan. But where could I start? I basically had no clue what was wrong with me and no clue what to do. I wanted to be something greater, something better. It wasn't only for my sake but for my friend's sake cause I don't wanna cause her any more harm or stress. Then it hit me. Someone once told me:
"Be courageous, for fear is the only barrier to greatness."
I want it.... I want courage.
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