Courage

Today I have decided that I will face my fears in order to become the man I want to be. I want to be courageous.

So like most courageous men I made a list.

1. Heights: I will stand above the CN Tower without hesitation.
2. Spiders: I will hold a spider for 5 seconds without freaking out.
3. Stand up: I will stand up for something I believe in for a cause I believe in.
4. Rejection: I will formally ask a girl out to dinner in true confidence.
5. Walking out: I will walk out on someone to show that I will not be held down.
6. Helping: I will help someone random on the street out with something I am unfamiliar with.
7. Snakes: I will find a snake and pet it.
8. Skateboard: I will stand on a skateboard with my own two feet and move forward.
9. Spicy foods: I will eat the spiciest thing I can find.
10. Pain: I will bring myself pain and be okay with it.
11. Singing out loud: I will sing in public without fear of judgment or torment.
12. Weight: I will conquer my fear of being fat.
13. Speaking my mind: I will tell someone that is mean to me what I feel about them.
14. Self-worth: I will prove to someone that I am worth every second of their time.
15. Jump: I wish to jump into a pool from a diving board.
16. Swim: I wish to learn how to swim so I do not die from jumping in.
17. Hold my own: I will do something spontaneous to show people I am me.
18. Travel: I will go a distance alone without fear or hesitation.

I will try to finish as much of these as I possibly can. Even if I do finish all of them, will I be fearless? I will find out with time. What I really want to know is, what is my greatest fear?