Somehow I've managed to flip my sleeping schedule around and become nocturnal. I wake up super early now and can not get back to bed. But as soon as I get to class, I start snoozing. This will make an interesting exam experience. Being awake at random times of the night isn't the worst that could possibly happen. For once I feel like nothing can hurt me. I feel good about myself for who I am without anyone's help. My independence has led me to the ability to dictate my own mood. I am happy or sad for my own reasons only without worrying about what others may believe. There's really never any point to compare myself with others since everyone values different aspects of the human consciousness. The only part of my consciousness I can focus on at the moment is the fact that I have this one song stuck in my head. Every time I think about her this song pops in my head without me realizing it. I know now that happiness is not always found. Make your own happiness, your own miracles, your own destiny. You owe it to yourself.
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