Search for the truth is the noblest occupation of man.
Many of us know what the right things to do are, but how many of us actually follow through? When was the last time you really thought about if you were a good person or not? I started thinking about all of this a few weeks back when I deactivated my Facebook and it's been somewhat rewarding. I have much more time to study and to clean and rearrange my room. It's definitely become my favourite set up I've had in any room. That may be because I have free reign over what I do with it as opposed to my room in Toronto or Residence the year before. I'll put pictures up as soon as I'm actually done with everything.
I put Chanelle's picture above my computer space because being around her always seemed to be a good thing for me... Except for my grade 12 year that is. That was the pinnacle of awkwardness in my already awkward life. Ashton has only one picture out at the moment in my room because it was the picture she gave me. I have more of her I just didn't think I should put it up. I needa get over my dependence and obsession of her and having less of her around might be the only way. I have yet to have a picture of Luna and I or Sky and I, but I plan to do so this Christmas!
The rest of the room is without walls. All you see are posters, a gagillion pictures of Taylor Swift, and my art. I never wanna get bored of my room and this was how I planned to do so. I have Christmas decorations hanging from the ceiling and Christmas lights strung around my room. I was hoping some festive spirit could cheer me up from being all alone these past few days.
I've had more time to learn to cook as well. I got a Gamecube and learned how to play Super Smash Bros. Melee. We put up a Christmas tree in the living room upstairs. Everything is going so much smoother without all the distractions I used to worry about. I don't care about girls, popularity, or Toronto anymore. That stuff can stay in my past or the future as long as it is not within reach. I even had time to go to a friend's Baha'i event. I learned about his beliefs and faith. That was where the discussion about the search for truth came about. Life's been simple, life's been great. I can't ask for anything more.
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